Saturday, August 13, 2005

pathetic

she's the filler of my days.

whenever my mind is empty, she gets in somehow. whenever i look at a photo, i look for her first.

i don't want to be like this anymore. it sucks. i wasn't like this the last few weeks. it's all coming back to me.

i want to be free. to soar. to spread my wings and be lifted by the winds. to do what my heart tells me to and bring hope.

how can i do that when i am a shadow myself?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You're not fully-healed yet, I suppose. Or even coming as close to being 'fully-healed' as is possible.

Give yourself time. Phone's on 24/7.

--Casey