back at it

once again SAD hits me.

been relatively fine for quite some years, learning to deal with life and the shit it throws. this year, for whatever reasons, i know that the familiar feeling is back.

need to take it easy and just have some me time to find me.

rut

some days ain't worth shit.

been a long break from blogging, i hope no one was waiting for something..haha..

urbanathlon 17 was a disaster. trained well enough, had a good run, pushed through the pain and doubts, fell at the last obstacle and broke my leg. out for a good 5 months.

slowly getting back to exercising and finding it much tougher than i remembered. getting too old for this shit.

so many things are better in life. yet so many other aspects are falling apart at the seams. held on my tiniest of threads.

wishes and dreams, what are they worth in times like these?
principles and morals, what else do they cost?

simple wish, yet astoundingly, out of reach.