year go..and year come..
i usually don't attribute such importance to date and calanders and such. but since i will start on a different aim soon after the year flip over, i guess it have some significance.
this year have been quite an experience. did lots of different stuff. went to different places. seen different things and met lots of new people. clearer about stuff now. and happier, mostly.=)
the most important thing..? people. i got good people to go through this part of life with.
hope i am as dear to you(s), as you are dear to me.
coming year..i hope i can get closer to my dream. i will certainly do my best. lots of stuff to juggle..but i'll take it as it comes. excited about coming days and months.
days have change for the better these days. i am glad..even though i am busy and bogged down by stuffs. i know i have become a better person and been as good as circumstances have allowed me to be. been wiser..i hope. =)
more challenges and opportunities..
Hail to the new Year..!!
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
lamp post
who cares about the darkness within the lamp post? everyone care only about the light that it gives out.
after i saved you. all you had for me are a few hellos and some good byes. well done. i'll see you in hell.
after i saved you. all you had for me are a few hellos and some good byes. well done. i'll see you in hell.
ain't telling
no one will know. since no one can.
no one can truely know how another sees things and think about stuff and all that. so that's why you will never understand what i am doing. and more importantly..why.
cause i ain't telling.
trust my feelings and follow my heart.
no one can truely know how another sees things and think about stuff and all that. so that's why you will never understand what i am doing. and more importantly..why.
cause i ain't telling.
trust my feelings and follow my heart.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Holiday seasons
To all,
Wish you all have a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year ahead.
May your dreams come true and your days be glad.
God bless and be well.=)
Spread the love.
Wish you all have a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year ahead.
May your dreams come true and your days be glad.
God bless and be well.=)
Spread the love.
Friday, December 23, 2005
brainy shit
Ken, your Super IQ score is 133
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.
The way you think about things makes you an Imaginative Mastermind. This means you are an extremely talented person, with a wide range of skills. There is little to nothing you can't do if you want to. You're very creative and you can express your ideas effectively through a variety of different means whether it's written or spoken words, numbers, or anything else. You also have a practical knowledge of how things work in the world — you've been paying attention and you pick things up easily.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Imaginative Mastermind? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Imaginative Mastermind. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.
Ken, you are Right-brained
Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings.
People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior.
You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.
Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.
The way you think about things makes you an Imaginative Mastermind. This means you are an extremely talented person, with a wide range of skills. There is little to nothing you can't do if you want to. You're very creative and you can express your ideas effectively through a variety of different means whether it's written or spoken words, numbers, or anything else. You also have a practical knowledge of how things work in the world — you've been paying attention and you pick things up easily.
How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Imaginative Mastermind? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Imaginative Mastermind. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.
Ken, you are Right-brained
Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings.
People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior.
You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
goes on..
oft times in life, we do not have a choice what happens to us.
things happen, others make decisions..and we just have to go along. the alternative is costly, too extreme or virtually impossible.
the road is laid in front of our feet with fences on the sides. to divert from the road is difficult and maybe even dangerous. what can we realistically do?
of course there are choices..just at what cost and what are the possible and probable returns?
choices..that's what it's all about. risks and returns.
things happen, others make decisions..and we just have to go along. the alternative is costly, too extreme or virtually impossible.
the road is laid in front of our feet with fences on the sides. to divert from the road is difficult and maybe even dangerous. what can we realistically do?
of course there are choices..just at what cost and what are the possible and probable returns?
choices..that's what it's all about. risks and returns.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
limit break
been busy and thinking about what's next in life for me.
i have been given choices next year. one road will bring me closer to my dream and required darn hard work and alot of commitment. the other will let me go ahead in life more normally and help other acheive their dreams and will also let me live modern life easier.
one is to shoot competitively and try again, since i have done well to recover from my injury and retune my form.
the other is to continue being a TM and learn to do it better and handle my teams better and do my best for them to acheive.
the road not taken
two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
and sorry i could not travel both
and be one traveler, long i stood
and looked down one as far as i could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;
then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim,
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that the passing there
had worn them really about the same,
and both that morning equally lay
in leaves no step had trodden black.
oh, i kept the first for another day!
yet knowing how way leads on to way,
i doubted if i should ever come back.
i shall be telling this with a sigh
somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and i—
i took the one less traveled by,
and that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost
still undecided how and what to do. will talk to people i trust to ask for opinion and decide after i done what i need to do to end this year's events.
suddenly was struck by the term limit break. i believe many knows it from FF7. where you get hit enough times and then you have a counter bar that fills up. once it fills up you can execute a devasting attack(usually). perhaps i think too much..but what i thought of was 'how does it work in real life?'
conjectured that, it's like a personal limit/tolerance. that physical attack might anger you enough to cause you to want to attack back regardless of the cost. emotionally and mentally there will also be such limits, where people might pass and become berserk, become permanently mad, be ragingly mad, be overcomed with grief or such. sOo..this limit break thing is taking this being attacked till go into rage as example to add another dimension to the game play.
and thinking that led me to think about why some people do things..like stealing, murder and such normally undesirable actions. they probably reached their limit for somethings, maybe emotionally or mentally or even physically abused till their limit is broken, then part of them breaks. and they are changed somehow..for some the damage is permanent. these people are pushed beyond their limit till they do something regardless of the consequence of their actions.
that concept is very powerful. why? because it let you do what you want to do to your maximum effort, without distractions and worries. it is no doubt dangerous, but when you let yourself do something regardless of consequence, you can acheive great things. like you do something that society are tabooed against, like cloning? or you do something that normally people won't do..like many scientist who researched weird stuff, philosophers who wondered about things beyond normal citizens, like heros who did what was right, with no regard for the consequence. they pushed on and lived their dream and did what they knew was right, knowing that they may be outcast forever. they did what they did and we are living the fruits now.
thinking about my dream and what it means to me. i cannot let go, but might take it slowly. might. i might just live it while i can and persue what my heart tells me to.
everyone have dreams. do you dare to live it?
i have been given choices next year. one road will bring me closer to my dream and required darn hard work and alot of commitment. the other will let me go ahead in life more normally and help other acheive their dreams and will also let me live modern life easier.
one is to shoot competitively and try again, since i have done well to recover from my injury and retune my form.
the other is to continue being a TM and learn to do it better and handle my teams better and do my best for them to acheive.
the road not taken
two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
and sorry i could not travel both
and be one traveler, long i stood
and looked down one as far as i could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;
then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim,
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that the passing there
had worn them really about the same,
and both that morning equally lay
in leaves no step had trodden black.
oh, i kept the first for another day!
yet knowing how way leads on to way,
i doubted if i should ever come back.
i shall be telling this with a sigh
somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and i—
i took the one less traveled by,
and that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost
still undecided how and what to do. will talk to people i trust to ask for opinion and decide after i done what i need to do to end this year's events.
suddenly was struck by the term limit break. i believe many knows it from FF7. where you get hit enough times and then you have a counter bar that fills up. once it fills up you can execute a devasting attack(usually). perhaps i think too much..but what i thought of was 'how does it work in real life?'
conjectured that, it's like a personal limit/tolerance. that physical attack might anger you enough to cause you to want to attack back regardless of the cost. emotionally and mentally there will also be such limits, where people might pass and become berserk, become permanently mad, be ragingly mad, be overcomed with grief or such. sOo..this limit break thing is taking this being attacked till go into rage as example to add another dimension to the game play.
and thinking that led me to think about why some people do things..like stealing, murder and such normally undesirable actions. they probably reached their limit for somethings, maybe emotionally or mentally or even physically abused till their limit is broken, then part of them breaks. and they are changed somehow..for some the damage is permanent. these people are pushed beyond their limit till they do something regardless of the consequence of their actions.
that concept is very powerful. why? because it let you do what you want to do to your maximum effort, without distractions and worries. it is no doubt dangerous, but when you let yourself do something regardless of consequence, you can acheive great things. like you do something that society are tabooed against, like cloning? or you do something that normally people won't do..like many scientist who researched weird stuff, philosophers who wondered about things beyond normal citizens, like heros who did what was right, with no regard for the consequence. they pushed on and lived their dream and did what they knew was right, knowing that they may be outcast forever. they did what they did and we are living the fruits now.
thinking about my dream and what it means to me. i cannot let go, but might take it slowly. might. i might just live it while i can and persue what my heart tells me to.
everyone have dreams. do you dare to live it?
Monday, December 12, 2005
more to go
this past weekend have been mostly great. mostly.
TP archers rocked them joints. except for the team event. we'll get them yet! fret not, my friends..hehe..=>
RJ archers did alright. except kim, who did great! they need to be more focused, or they'll always be just about like this.
kim. don't worry about losing to that 'cheat'..your time will come. stay the course and be brave.
personally, my best shoot in years. individual ranking bronze and team gold. first time in years to get a individual medal. but still the KO round to work on. and also most of the other archers are not here, else i might not be ranked sOo high. what i am realy glad is that i did my best..every end, every shot, my mind is in it.
let me do all i can and be brave. whatever the outcome, let no one say i did not do my best.
more to come..i'll do more and train to improve and be better. my friends, let us work, let us train.. ..
FOR DREAMS..!!
TP archers rocked them joints. except for the team event. we'll get them yet! fret not, my friends..hehe..=>
RJ archers did alright. except kim, who did great! they need to be more focused, or they'll always be just about like this.
kim. don't worry about losing to that 'cheat'..your time will come. stay the course and be brave.
personally, my best shoot in years. individual ranking bronze and team gold. first time in years to get a individual medal. but still the KO round to work on. and also most of the other archers are not here, else i might not be ranked sOo high. what i am realy glad is that i did my best..every end, every shot, my mind is in it.
let me do all i can and be brave. whatever the outcome, let no one say i did not do my best.
more to come..i'll do more and train to improve and be better. my friends, let us work, let us train.. ..
FOR DREAMS..!!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
i am..?
You are VINCENT. Remember to clean the cobwebs off
your coffin once in a while- first impressions
are lasting!
What Final Fantasy VII character are you?
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somewhat true..but yet not really already. i think.. ..heh.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
back
tired and i don't really want to talk abot it.
God bless..
lazy archers are NEVER lucky. will NEVER be lucky.
God bless..
lazy archers are NEVER lucky. will NEVER be lucky.
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