who i am

and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything seems like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know your alive

and i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
-Goo Goo Dolls

something's wrong.

mixed

after pesta i just felt abit lost. i tried and did ok, but not enough for myself.

it feels like i have had enough. things are not going to get better. i am not getting anywhere. i am tired.

i don't know what's next..just getting by.