sometimes

fixed the taggy thingy.

i'm glad i am me. mostly. =)

and God is merciful and gracious.

some thoughts going around..but i should sleep.

shatter

too late. and out of my hands.

the past haunts us. be careful what you do..it may make you regret down this road of life.

it's so tough to be good. i want to be..but it's so painful.

i leaped..God..catch me please. don't let me fall..not this time.

time of our life

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.

so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
for what it's worth it was worth all the while

it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.

enjoy the ride. God..help. why?why?why?

news

or something like it.

after reading and crawling the internet for years..(around 11 years now.)i think around 30-40% of the things i read are untrue/mis-represented/mis-quoted or simply fabricated.

news lines usually have their slant on things. either cause of sponsorships, editors own opinion or even playing down some facts regarding the 'news'.

no one is unbaised. no one is totally neutral. we are humans..we have our likes and dislikes. so everything that goes through somebody, will have it's 'warp'. statistics, as i learnt in school, can be played around to show what you want to show. stories, by using particular words, can have certain angle on it. footages, after editting, can totally mis-represent an event.

all these are nothing compared to backstabbing and bad-mouthing from people around you to others around you. intentionally or not, they harm people directly. i am not innocent of it..sadly. i have my opinion, and when people ask, i tell.

guess people are quick to find faults and shout out the wrongs of others. while they whisper their own sins.

don't listen, believe and be convinced so easily. think and find out on your own before coming to conclusion about anything.

half-truths are not true.

insanity seems like a good idea

i feel like a got alot to blog about. but i don't know what to say.
i feel like i really hit it this time. but i think it's just another step.
what have i done wrong? what else could i do?
is it that hard? why don't i know anymore?
can somebody tell me why..?
i have given up so much and still i am here.
what more can i do? i never seem to get what i want.
what is wrong?

we have too many foreigners. it's fucking irritating.
they are human too. but why must they be so fuckturd..!?

aircon will kill us. it's heating up the world while cooling your fucking room. STOP USING AIR CON..!! at the very least use it at the right temperature. cool your room..not make it a freaking freezer. do that then you fall sick..then you use more power and heat the world more.
FUCTURDS.

how much more can i take? of this insane world. where people are more conerned about nothing of their concern.