was supposed to have a few more posts up by now, but couldn't finish my thoughts well enough to be coherent. anyway..that's that.
so many things happening in the world now. so messy. so selfish and lacking in direction. headless chickens running around trying to put out fire,
so many changes in the lives of those around as well. getting married, getting pregnant, getting baby, getting divorce, getting promoted, getting laid off. what a mess.
have not had time to chill and recollect since a long time. many fires to attend to. many dark corners to light up.
so far my ownself is holding well enough together, for once. perhaps i am getting more matured. perhaps i know that my dreams cannot all come true and some have to be killed. so that the rest can flourish.
choose my poison.
so many things happening in the world now. so messy. so selfish and lacking in direction. headless chickens running around trying to put out fire,
so many changes in the lives of those around as well. getting married, getting pregnant, getting baby, getting divorce, getting promoted, getting laid off. what a mess.
have not had time to chill and recollect since a long time. many fires to attend to. many dark corners to light up.
so far my ownself is holding well enough together, for once. perhaps i am getting more matured. perhaps i know that my dreams cannot all come true and some have to be killed. so that the rest can flourish.
choose my poison.
