Sunday, April 29, 2007

these days

jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
from a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
his momma said he was crazy - he said momma i've got to try
don't you know that all my heroes died
and i guess i'd rather die than fade away

these days been busy with..alot of somethings. little bit here and little bit there. all my time taken up.

we have, but one lifetime here. do what we want and what we can, else all goes away darn fast.

trying for alot things that i want. doing what i can. finding what i can not enough. going to burn more i guess. try harder. try more.

pretty much satusfied with what i have now. have to build up for more, for the future. work work work. think of what else i can do to make thigns better.

for dreams of better tomorrows. =) with someone else..

that's it for now..not much of an update. but not much inspiration. whenever i think to blog it's all complains about how retarded peoplea re around. sOoo..shall not do that.

leap

"faith certainly tells us what the senses do not, but not the contrary of what they see; it is above, not against them."
-Blaise Pascal

those who experienced is, knows.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Raymond Chandler

if i wasn’t hard, i wouldn’t be alive.
if i couldn’t ever be gentle, i wouldn’t deserve to be alive.

balance.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

qu ot e

"Those who would give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety."
-Benjamin Franklin

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Krazees

"Man is certainly crazy. He could not make a mite, and he makes gods by the dozen."
-Michel de Montaigne

don't know.

why is everything so hard..?

i try..but fail. and try again. isn't there anything to be done right? done well?

is my heaven so far off?

i want simple things in life. but there's nothing simple anymore. i'm so tired. but still i want to try. i don't want to let go of thigns that i want.

why does it seems like it's ending?

i am tired. i want to breakdown and die. enough. i failed. i cannot get what i want at all. nothing.

dreams are not enough. love is not enough. passion is not enough. trying is not enough.

somehow something goes wrong all the time. i am tired. there's no help. i am tired.

i don't want to let go. but maybe it's not my choice anymore, at all.

i am tired, scared and going mad. i don't know anything. i just want to try to be my best. but there's nothing to be done. i'm done. finished.

i really don't know what's next.