Tuesday, February 08, 2005

mixed

first and foremost, sorry gabriel. i hit you hard and with no good reason. really sorry..was pissed and smsed you the reasons already. be well..next time i help you massage.

feeling irritated. lots of people whom i dislike. the kind of people. friends you know what kind i dislike. was edgy and near exploding. IF, i had a sword.. .. anyway, glad it's over. and i should be more tolerant of fidiots, fassholes, fosers and suchs..

i know i am flawed. greatly flawed, though i try. there can be no perfect action, only perfect intentions. and i have never intended anything other than perfection in anythng i do. but i am only human and i err. please forgive me. i try. i do.

lunar new year. chinese new year. mom not home. oh well..going to shoot if there's nothing else to do. should be pretty boring.

still quite sianZed. it's like things are normal, and i hoping for more. abit lost as to what i really want. doing what i can..

tick tock
tick tock
endlessly
working

'and i made a vow somewhere,somehow..
that i would rise above..'-Jackie Cheung

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