just in. nearly out.
not doing good enough. pretty frustrating. i train hard. i do what the coach says. and more. yet, i am not good enough. what am i to do?
still some time to do what i can. and i'll do what i can. all that i can.
don't know how i express how i feel. frustrated. angry. hopeful. hopeless. near tears already. what more must i do!??! want to scream out loud..but it's all in the head. keeping my cool and take it a step at a time. losing my lauguage to figure out what words to use properly to express myself. left with shooting form, mindset, coaching techniques, mental conditioning, target aquisition, feeling of good shots.....argh..going mad.
close. not really.
'so make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.'-Greenday
1 comment:
MAD? Time is WAY too short to be frustrated and Angry. Life is Good so don't let that Devil bring you down cause he will TRY. Do not let him succeed cause it sounds like you have SO MUCH to offer. So much good in you with so much to do and so many people to help. Young hearts to touch, be that ROLE model that i am sure you are, Many must look up to you, more than you realize. Don't let them down now. DREAM ON and create a reality. Not a path of destruction. Add some faith to your life and you will see a change and have a change of heart, IT'S A FACT! Be filled with the Word of God and Reach up unto the heavens, he is waiting for you to call on him ...... Easter Blessings ~*~ Jer.33:3 ~*~
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