Saturday, September 23, 2006

some logic

a. winner don't quit.
b. quitters don't win.
c. those who never quit and never win are idiots.

statement a. ok.
statement b. ok.

statement c. . .erm..well..if they quit..they won't win. if they win..why would they quit. anytime they quit..they won't have chance to win. so how are they idiots?unless that's like when they die. before that..they could be winner who have not won yet.

some logic. like fucked up logic. by SPs. and CHKs.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

hmm..

My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test:

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the Questioner
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"you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family,
friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved
and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me


Be direct and clear.

Listen to me carefully.

Don't judge me for my anxiety.

Work things through with me.

Reassure me that everything is OK between us.

Laugh and make jokes with me.

Gently push me toward new experiences.

Try not to overreact to my overreacting.


What I Like About Being a Six


being committed and faithful to family and friends

being responsible and hardworking

being compassionate toward others

having intellect and wit

being a nonconformist

confronting danger bravely

being direct and assertive


What's Hard About Being a Six


the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind

procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence
in myself

fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of

exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger

wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right

being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations



Sixes as Children Often



are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and
stubborn

are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger

form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent


look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority
and rebel

are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families,
and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent



Sixes as Parents


are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty

are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence

worry more than most that their children will get hurt

sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries


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Thursday, September 14, 2006

these days

i was walking around, just a face in the crowd
trying to keep myself out of the rain
saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
wondered if i might end up the same
there's a man out on the corner
singing old songs about change
everybody got their cross to bare, these days

she came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
to a motel room on the boulevard
guess she's trying to be James Dean
she's seen all the disciples and all the "wanna be's"
no one wants to be themselves these days
still there's nothing to hold on to but these days

these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, love don't last in this graceless age
there ain't nobody left but us these days

jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
from a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
his momma said he was crazy - he said momma "i've got to try"
don't you know that all my heroes died
and i guess i'd rather die than fade away

these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days

i know Rome's still burning
though the times have changed
this world keep turning round and round and round and round
these days

these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days

these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, nothing lasts
there ain't no time to waste
there ain't nobody left to take the blame
there ain't nobody left but us these days

God, in your mercy defend us from all dangers and perils of these days.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Rod Steward

sometimes when we touch.

romance and all its strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
but through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
i'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
a hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth

and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i want to hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

mercy and grace. <3

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

a game of you

and loves dares you to change our way of
caring about ourselves.
-Queen

many times in life we are focused on what we want. what problems we are facing and what can we do. what we want to have, to eat, to do.. it's mostly about ourselves. this is not wrong. it is good in many cases.

to achieve our dreams, to be who we want to be, to do what we want to make ourselves happy. it is very important to be focused and do what we desire.

but there are also alot of instances where importance must not be self-centered, else we fail. in a team game like soccer, everyone have their roles to play. if every player wants to score and be 'great' then the team will probably suck. in a family, if every member is only focused on their own wants and could not care about what the family members need and compromise, things will get ugly very soon. in love, where if the focus is only on what a person wants or think, then things will probably breakdown soon enough.

it's difficult for us selfish beings to think for others when we have desires to be sated. when we are not satisfied and happy yet, why should we care about others? because, in the end, it will bring about what you want. we should look ahead and think about situations where putting ourselves behind others is good for us.

if everyone play their part, the whole team, family will be better off. and ourselves, being part of it, benefits.

a game of you. graphic novel by Neil Gaiman.

Jesus said unto him, thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
this is the first and great commandment.
and the second [is] like unto it, thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.[Mat 22:37-39]

love does change how we care about ourselves.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

life and such

been bombarded on many sides of life at the moment.

feeling pressure on almost everything. i want to be better to be more. but i am only human. why don't i get the respite i need?

i am spent.

God. help.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

hmm..=)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch: 11
Acts of Service: 8
Quality Time: 8
Words of Affirmation: 2
Receiving Gifts: 1


Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

SECRET!!!

singapore's purpose of purchasing submarines..

to launch..
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.FIREWORKS..!! FROM UNDER-WATER..!!
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SECRET..!!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Law of God

the law of the LORD [is] perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the LORD [is] sure, making wise the simple.

the statutes of the LORD [are] right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the LORD [is] pure, enlightening the eyes.

the fear of the LORD [is] clean, enduring for ever: the judgments of the LORD [are] true [and] righteous altogether.

more to be desired [are they] than gold, yea, than much fine gold: sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb.

moreover by them is thy servant warned: [and] in keeping of them [there is] great reward.

who can understand [his] errors? cleanse thou me from secret [faults].

keep back thy servant also from presumptuous [sins]; let them not have dominion over me: then shall i be upright, and i shall be innocent from the great transgression.

let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.

有一点动心

男:我和你 男和女 都逃不过~爱情
谁愿意 有勇气 不顾一切付出真心

女:你说的 不只你 还包括我~自己
该不该再继续 该不该有回应 让爱一步一步靠近

男:我对你有一点动心 却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 不敢相信我的情不自禁

女:我对你有一点动心 不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 害怕爱过以后还要失去

合:难以抗拒 Oh~ 人最怕就是动了情
虽然 不想不看也不听 却陷入爱里

合:我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心 让爱一步步靠近
ineviatable..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

refuge

psalms 18

i will love thee, O LORD, my strength.
the LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer;

my God, my strength, in whom i will trust;
my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

peace be with you.
<3

Monday, July 31, 2006

more theft

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aeight
your best quality isyou dont follow the crowd
your worst quality isaww, nothing =)
this is becauseyou were born this way
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

learning more

love.

it's not because of.

it's..
inspite of.
regardless of.
even if.

agape

could we?in our imperfection..

we can do our best and let God's grace guide us.

more and more i feel Your love. thank you with all my being.

back

and on a roll and SUPER tired..

had a great time in the cathedral the morning i came back. felt so much peace and love.=)

had a great time after that too.

had a great saturday, being with people i love and doing what i do best, i guess.

both my teams did pretty good. not as good as they can be, but pretty good.

and know that, you, yes you..makes me so proud. and happy.
you.. that so very special someone else.=)
if we can train more focusedly(sp) and put our minds into what we do, i'm very sure we can reach greater heights.

thank you all, for making me a happy man.

and now, i learn more about faith and what it means and what i can and should do. that simply made my weekend so very blessed.

lots to do, but i am willing to do. becuase i can make a difference. as long as i know my efforts and not wasted, but are valued and appreciated, i am a willing slave. to do my best for those around..spread the love. =)

seriously..faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.

Friday, July 21, 2006

leaving..

again. on a big bus. hopefully.

i don't really like to travel. it's kind of nice to go new places and see new sights an meet new and old friends. but the time i miss back where i belong cannot be compensated. i'm a kind of stay home person..i guess.

bringing the team for a shoot. new management..how will we fare under a new captain guiding our ship? hmm..i wonder.

as i go along life, i think i learnt to let uncertainties be gone. God will guide me.

i worry also no use. i think too much also no use. leave it the my Maker.=) but that does not mean not doing my best. i do my part and leave the rest to Him.

guess i am more at peace. i have things i need to do. so do everyone.
let us be who we are and strive to be who we want to be.

starship-nothing's gonna stop us now

Saturday, July 15, 2006

letting go..

is the hardest thing.

thank God for strength and love. for without i would crumble.

things we cherish and want, is hard to let go. hurts so badly. to take a cut, a step back, to stunt your own growth. it hurts..not physically, but mentally and somehow it feels bad and saddening.

but like a garden full of weeds. you need to remove some plants with the weeds, so that more flowers can grow properly. like a amputation of a infected part. if not removed, will cause the whole organism to die.

the right things are usually..not the easiest things to do.

but do them we must, if we know how.

doing it. i feel a mixture of feelings. sad. relieved. thankful. regret. angry. hopeful. scared. i know it's right, but i do have some fear in me. i know i want it to be wonderful and i must do this. it hurts and sadden me as it relieved me of stress and regret. but..for dreams of better tomorrows.

dream on. and keep faith.

faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.

animal instinct

fear and anger.

whenever i feel threatened, or feel that things i cherish are threatened, i become fearful and paraniod. then i get angry and lash out.

it's not healthy. it's not good. need to be more rational when things become stressful.

God, i pray that you allow me strength to be better and by your grace, be wiser.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

REO Speedwagon

i can't fight this feeling any longer
and yet i'm still afraid to let it flow
what started out as friendship, has grown stronger
i only wish i had the strength to let it show
i tell myself that i can't hold out forever
i said there is no reason for my fear
cause i feel so secure when we're together
you give my life direction
you make everything so clear

and even as i wander
i'm keeping you in sight
you're a candle in the window
on a cold, dark winter's night
and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might

and i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
it's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars, forever

cause i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
and if i have to crawl upon the floor
come crushing through your door
baby, i can't fight this feeling anymore

my life has been such a whirlwind since i saw you
i've been running round in circles in my mind
and it always seems that i'm following you, girl
cause you take me to the places that alone i'd never find

and even as i wander i'm keeping you in sight
you're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might

and i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
it's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars, forever

cause i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
and if i have to crawl upon the floor
come crushing through your door
baby, i can't fight this feeling anymore.

<3

i am..


You are ~Story Writing~
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Monday, July 10, 2006

Bad English

sometimes i wonder
how i'd ever make it through,
through this world without having you
i just wouldn't have a clue

cause sometimes it seems
like this world's closing in on me,
and there's no way of breaking free
and then i see you reach for me

sometimes i wanna give up
i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you, baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

when i see you smile
i can face the world, oh oh,
you know i can do anything
when i see you smile
i see a ray of light, oh oh,
i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile
oh yeah, baby when i see you smile at me

baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
what a touch of your hand can do
it's like nothing that i ever knew

and when the rain is falling
i don't feel it,
cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
is all i'll ever need,
you're all i'll ever need

sometimes i wanna give up
i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

so right...