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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	eight
your best quality is	you dont follow the crowd
your worst quality is	aww, nothing =)
this is because	you were born this way
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love.

it's not because of.

it's..
inspite of.
regardless of.
even if.

agape

could we?in our imperfection..

we can do our best and let God's grace guide us.

more and more i feel Your love. thank you with all my being.

back

and on a roll and SUPER tired..

had a great time in the cathedral the morning i came back. felt so much peace and love.=)

had a great time after that too.

had a great saturday, being with people i love and doing what i do best, i guess.

both my teams did pretty good. not as good as they can be, but pretty good.

and know that, you, yes you..makes me so proud. and happy.
you.. that so very special someone else.=)
if we can train more focusedly(sp) and put our minds into what we do, i'm very sure we can reach greater heights.

thank you all, for making me a happy man.

and now, i learn more about faith and what it means and what i can and should do. that simply made my weekend so very blessed.

lots to do, but i am willing to do. becuase i can make a difference. as long as i know my efforts and not wasted, but are valued and appreciated, i am a willing slave. to do my best for those around..spread the love. =)

seriously..faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.

leaving..

again. on a big bus. hopefully.

i don't really like to travel. it's kind of nice to go new places and see new sights an meet new and old friends. but the time i miss back where i belong cannot be compensated. i'm a kind of stay home person..i guess.

bringing the team for a shoot. new management..how will we fare under a new captain guiding our ship? hmm..i wonder.

as i go along life, i think i learnt to let uncertainties be gone. God will guide me.

i worry also no use. i think too much also no use. leave it the my Maker.=) but that does not mean not doing my best. i do my part and leave the rest to Him.

guess i am more at peace. i have things i need to do. so do everyone.
let us be who we are and strive to be who we want to be.

starship-nothing's gonna stop us now

letting go..

is the hardest thing.

thank God for strength and love. for without i would crumble.

things we cherish and want, is hard to let go. hurts so badly. to take a cut, a step back, to stunt your own growth. it hurts..not physically, but mentally and somehow it feels bad and saddening.

but like a garden full of weeds. you need to remove some plants with the weeds, so that more flowers can grow properly. like a amputation of a infected part. if not removed, will cause the whole organism to die.

the right things are usually..not the easiest things to do.

but do them we must, if we know how.

doing it. i feel a mixture of feelings. sad. relieved. thankful. regret. angry. hopeful. scared. i know it's right, but i do have some fear in me. i know i want it to be wonderful and i must do this. it hurts and sadden me as it relieved me of stress and regret. but..for dreams of better tomorrows.

dream on. and keep faith.

faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.

animal instinct

fear and anger.

whenever i feel threatened, or feel that things i cherish are threatened, i become fearful and paraniod. then i get angry and lash out.

it's not healthy. it's not good. need to be more rational when things become stressful.

God, i pray that you allow me strength to be better and by your grace, be wiser.

REO Speedwagon

i can't fight this feeling any longer
and yet i'm still afraid to let it flow
what started out as friendship, has grown stronger
i only wish i had the strength to let it show
i tell myself that i can't hold out forever
i said there is no reason for my fear
cause i feel so secure when we're together
you give my life direction
you make everything so clear

and even as i wander
i'm keeping you in sight
you're a candle in the window
on a cold, dark winter's night
and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might

and i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
it's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars, forever

cause i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
and if i have to crawl upon the floor
come crushing through your door
baby, i can't fight this feeling anymore

my life has been such a whirlwind since i saw you
i've been running round in circles in my mind
and it always seems that i'm following you, girl
cause you take me to the places that alone i'd never find

and even as i wander i'm keeping you in sight
you're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might

and i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
it's time to bring this ship into the shore
and throw away the oars, forever

cause i can't fight this feeling anymore
i've forgotten what i started fighting for
and if i have to crawl upon the floor
come crushing through your door
baby, i can't fight this feeling anymore.

<3

i am..

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Bad English

sometimes i wonder
how i'd ever make it through,
through this world without having you
i just wouldn't have a clue

cause sometimes it seems
like this world's closing in on me,
and there's no way of breaking free
and then i see you reach for me

sometimes i wanna give up
i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you, baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

when i see you smile
i can face the world, oh oh,
you know i can do anything
when i see you smile
i see a ray of light, oh oh,
i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile
oh yeah, baby when i see you smile at me

baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
what a touch of your hand can do
it's like nothing that i ever knew

and when the rain is falling
i don't feel it,
cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
is all i'll ever need,
you're all i'll ever need

sometimes i wanna give up
i wanna give in,
i wanna quit the fight
and then i see you baby
and everything's alright,
everything's alright

so right...

ermm..

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

another stolen quiz..muhahaha..!!

messy

room. heh.

now my room is messier than ever. not been cleaning up at all for like months. i mean got sweep floor and clean the desk and pack occasionally(read..almost never). but really..it's a huge mess.

some say your room represents like how messy or neat you are. i guess mine shows it pretty well. haha..whenever i am bogged down by work or whatever my room gets messier. like my mind..always churning things and not settled properly. guess not that bad, since i get things done and still enjoying life..

anyway..life's pretty normal these days. not been shooting and that's sianZ. but otherwise, i guess i am rather sated. things are just fine..doing work and all that.

new coach here, she's like awesome. teaching well, passionate and commited. role model for a coach. hope can emulate and learn from her..and be better myself.

and with new coach means, new stuff to do and more work for me. hope i get a pay raise..since my role is somewhat extended..but well..guess i'll do what i do as usual and hope for the best. sOo..far sOo..good..=)

is it beyond human to understand?

The LORD [is] my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou [art] with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

on and on..

been busy, tired and slightly sick. though days been pretty good overall.
been coaching and doing paper work, so much that i don't have much time to train. then shot quite sianly for NUSIIAC. individual, i hoped to reach certain targets..but i failed. i tried everything..but i am just too weak. physical condition much needed. team event shot just ok, but should have been better..given what my team could do the last short distance shoot. but i guess we are all busy with other stuff now and not as prepared. oh well..life goes on..

nothing much happening in my life. been pretty alright and rather happy generally. though the past weeks have been tiring. camp took up days, trying to get well from sick took days. hai. not effective.

oh well..=)

all i can do is pray and keep faith.

there's something about you now
i can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off of you
-Lifehouse

weekend?

what weekend?

almost every weekend i am packed from morning to night. from saturday morning to sunday evening. it's totally no rest. no slack.

this weekend have been particularly trying and yet amazing in some sense. been more tired the whole of last week and saturday have a small respite since one school have cancelled training. then after that things went downhill. emotions and mood. affected by minor stuff then i let it run free and spoil the night by being spiteful and insensitive. after that i pretty much couldn't sleep and so..come sunday i was beat and had to work the whole day till around 1600. did not help my mood nor my physical condition. saving grace was that things became slightly better. then at service, which was special..!!, things started to seem to come around for the better. i couldn't stay awake for the entire service. =( so i left about half way through. though i went slightly early to sit in the knave and talked to God. after i left i went home to rest. still couldn't really rest as much was on my mind and in my heart. after calling and talking..i felt so much better though still having some reservations and fear. but before i slept i prayed and i felt and know that things will be fine.

God be my shepard, i shall not want.

rant and rant. but am very glad things are better now. hope i don't do stupid things so much.

no words seem enough. nothing seem enough. to show how much i appreciate you. but all i can do is to tell you..thank you. =)

saving grace

wishing you were
somehow here again..
wishing you were
somehow near..
sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here..

thank you. my God, my Lord. thank you for showing me that faith in you can pull me through dark hours.

what a day..

blasted tiredness + insomnia.
nonsensical ranting in pre-dawn.
monotonous day at range.
falling asleep in service.
crapped up emotions.
bad news in some areas.

how bad can a day go?

i still need..

..a break.

non-stop. things go on and on. too many things to catch up on. unable to stay on top of them.

days come and days go.
don't know what the future holds.
afraid of what may come.
yet want so much more than just this.
feeling quite spent.
but still no respite from everything.

when can i just rest upon the green grass and gaze at the clouds go by? will you be there by my side?

another.

opinions are like assholes..everyone have them. sometimes it's better to keep them to yourself.

we all make mistakes.

suddenly

'it's not who you are inside, it's what you do that defines you.'
-Batman Begins.(though it began like super long ago.)

report

body : 2/10 tired, drains, weak and not really rested.
mind : 4/10 wandering, not much focus and tired.
heart : 3/10 tired. so much to want and so little energy to do.
soul : ?/10 God, i need you. more and more every passing moment.

i'll be Jobs. i'll keep faith and never forsake you. you..my God.

sleepless

somehow cannot sleep properly these days..

i mean not really tired at night and then the mind ticks away like a clockwork that's all wound up. mind just keeps on thinking about random stuff and all that.

i want to sleep to prepare for the next day..but somehow it's elusive. hmm.

somebody came back from overseas and am rather happy. hope to meet up and talk and catch up. someone who's not really close yet close enough to be frank and enjoy each other's life's story.=)

been quite alright these days. slight ups and downs. and more ups then down. sOo..yeah.

well..folks. hope everything's well for you people too.

be well, take care and God bless.