tipped over the edge.
came home hungry. no food. nevermind. want to cook. all pots used and not wash. angry. want to wash, see cockroach in toilet and kitchen floor again, angry and disappointed.
should have stayed out. should have went to join in the fun. should have just finished my work and get drunk. should have......expected nothing good.
typically unimpressed.
mediocre.
really question why i suffer for a degree now. do i need to prove myself? will it help me in the future? am i too old for this shit? why the fuck are they changing the system every freaking year and increasing the workload for part time students? stop spoon feeding those who can't pass and let those who can do so with less interruptions and shitttZZZZ!!!?!?!?!?!
don't know which is crazier. the world, or me?
doesn't matter. i lose.
came home hungry. no food. nevermind. want to cook. all pots used and not wash. angry. want to wash, see cockroach in toilet and kitchen floor again, angry and disappointed.
should have stayed out. should have went to join in the fun. should have just finished my work and get drunk. should have......expected nothing good.
typically unimpressed.
mediocre.
really question why i suffer for a degree now. do i need to prove myself? will it help me in the future? am i too old for this shit? why the fuck are they changing the system every freaking year and increasing the workload for part time students? stop spoon feeding those who can't pass and let those who can do so with less interruptions and shitttZZZZ!!!?!?!?!?!
don't know which is crazier. the world, or me?
doesn't matter. i lose.
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