it's been some months since i last took a flight to somewhere. it's been a crazy few months. so many things have changed and not for the better, most of it anyway.
i don't know what to expect. i am going there to shoot, to coach and to relax. now i have to study there also, else there won't be enough time to study when i come back. no breaks these days. i'll rest when i die. or when i can stop worrying about the future. either i have no more future to worry, or everything is settled so that there is no more tinkering to do. so for now, we toil.
i am not entirely happy to go on this trip. i don't have much to look forward to there actually. i want to shoot well, but am certainly not prepared. not looking forward to walk around there without someone else.
well..take it as it comes. much to do this year. have some ideas of my targets and plans this few years. so it's nice to have that kind of drive and focus. really thank God for showing me how i can grow myself.
though i walk on and try to work hard, some part of me is left behind. i do wonder, if it'll be pieced back.
i don't know what to expect. i am going there to shoot, to coach and to relax. now i have to study there also, else there won't be enough time to study when i come back. no breaks these days. i'll rest when i die. or when i can stop worrying about the future. either i have no more future to worry, or everything is settled so that there is no more tinkering to do. so for now, we toil.
i am not entirely happy to go on this trip. i don't have much to look forward to there actually. i want to shoot well, but am certainly not prepared. not looking forward to walk around there without someone else.
well..take it as it comes. much to do this year. have some ideas of my targets and plans this few years. so it's nice to have that kind of drive and focus. really thank God for showing me how i can grow myself.
though i walk on and try to work hard, some part of me is left behind. i do wonder, if it'll be pieced back.
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