wants

the Lord be my shepard..i shall not want.

there are needs and then there are wants. getting wants are usual practices of making oneself happy. but if the wants are not met..then oneself becomes unhappy. having no wants, other than to have needs fulfilled, will potentially mean no unhappiness at the expense of no happiness. so instead of highs and lows..life becomes more of a flat line.

trade off. who wants that kind of life? everyone wants to be happy. to be happy one have to reach out and dare to do things to get them things that makes one happy and therefore risk failure and therefore being unhappy. is it worth it?

i guess everyone have to weigh what's worth it and what's not themselves..since everyone have differne values for things.

to me..it's worth everything. except that it's not like i give in certain things then it happens as i want them to. sOo..life sucks.

hebrew 11:1
by faith
now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

keeping the faith. things will be alright. been through much and still here and doing fine. i believe everyday i do not give up, faith and hope, things will get better. even if things do not go my way now..i will see that they are as they should.

to see and let be, what may come.

if i follow my advise to others, i'll not be so troubled. but talking the talk is so much different from walking the walk.

‘写信告诉我今天，海是什么颜色，
夜夜陪著你的海，心情又如何。
灰色是不想说，蓝色是忧郁，
而漂泊的你，狂浪的心，停在哪里。

写信告诉我今夜，你想要梦什么，
梦里外的我是否，都让你无从选择。
我揪著一颗心，整夜都闭不了眼睛，
为何你明明动了情，却又不靠近。

听海哭的声音，叹息著谁又被伤了心，却还不清醒。
一定不是我，至少我很冷静，
可是泪水，就连泪水也都不相信。
听海哭的声音，这片海未免也太多情，悲泣到天明。
写封信给我，就当最后约定，
说你在离开我的时候，是怎样的心情’
-张惠妹