away

i go again.

this time to malaysia, kedah. again to be national team manager. not too bad..starting to get used to it. kind of. i mean not very sure what are my duties, but doing what i can to help the team. admin stuff and planning. not problems..i hope.

heart and soul not in my work. still bothered..although i think i know what it is. i still don't know exactly why. i guess this is me. a klutz. dumb fool. *sigh*

casey, if you are reading this. take care and stay in there. when i get back i'll make time to meet up. it's been too long.

don't want to leave again..but also don't know what to do if i stay. heart and soul..lost. need to take some time to get moving at good speed again. on my own. kind of. already miss the friends i have here. needier than ever.

Gal 5:22
but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Gal 5:23
meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.

trudge on, mr ken.

'everytime i see you, well the rays of the sun are all
streaming through the waves in your hair
and every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
like a spotlight
the beating of my heart is a drum and it’s lost
and it’s looking for a rhythm like you..'-Air Supply