blessings

i have..i must remember to never not count them all.

i have so many good people who cares. my friends..my family..times can get me down and sometimes i think/wish there's no one around. the truth is there are. my dear dear friends.

there are friends then there are friends.

i thank you all. for everything. for being here. for listening. for advising. for putting up with my emotions and weirdness and rants. i shall name no one here. but you know who you are. thank you.

there are things i need to do. work. help other. help myself. let things be. not easy. but things that come my way..i can do them. He will not make me short of the things i need. i believe.

it's all heart. passion and truth and all that's beautiful.
it's not. life, it's toils and heartaches and steps.
what do we need? what do we want?

desperado
why don't you come to your senses
you've been out riding fences for so long now
oh you're a hard one
but i know that you've got your reasons
these things that are pleasing you will hurt you somehow

don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
she'll beat you if she's able
the queen of hearts is always your best bet
well it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table
but you only want the things that you can't get

desperado
you know you ain't getting younger
your pain and your hunger are driving you home
and freedom, oh freedom
well that's just some people talking
your prison is walking through this world all alone

don't your feet get cold in the wintertime
sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
it's hard to tell the night time from the day
you're losing all your highs and lows
ain't it funny how the feeling goes away

desperado
why don't you come to your senses
come down from your fences
open the gate
it may be raining
but there's a rainbow above you
you better let somebody love you
let somebody love you
before it's too late
-Linda Ronstadt