nut

shell? case?

in a nut shell. the korean trip was pretty fruitful. learn more stuff, still trying to digest them knowledge and merge it with what i already know. know more people, more about our own people, some other archers from else where also. the place is nice..cool weather. green hills. gentle river. small town slowness. polite people everywhere. pretty good.

nut case..? yeah. feeling really low after i got back. so much work. many things needs to be done. for others. why am i doing this? it's not making me happy. it's not making me money. it's not doing me any good. is it?

chopin's nocturne. hauntingly beautiful.

i don't really know what i want to do . don't know what i should do. losing passion for alot of things. no more fighting spirit.

need some help..God..i ask for some guidance. Seldom i ask anything for myself..please show me some light. i need you..my life is in a mess.