pain is all in the head.
seriously, i think i am sick cause of mental stress again. too many things on my mind, that i cannot handle. and so my body screws up. damn i am so weak. slight cough, slight fever, weak body, flu-y, hyper-sensitive eveything, migraine and totally no appetite. life sucks so bad now..
why am i so stressed about things? hai..weak mind. things wil happen the way they will happen and i will be affected as will others and life will go on. stress is unnecessary. stress is ridiculus. haha. do my best and that's all. keep is simple. i will.
sorry if i cause concern again. just damn stressed up and all. thank you for your concern and all. i know i have many people who care. hmm..maybe not many, but..really..thank you all.
i miss you alot. i love you. my idea of love is weird, i know. it don't mean what many others mean with it. i am sorry about so many things. i wish i could do more. though i know i shouldn't. i love you. i miss you. and i..oh well..wussy ken.
up's and down's. i will be ok..again..eventually. take care everyone. worry about me not. we all need someone sometimes, just as we need to be alone sometimes. just that these times tend to get mixed up.
in fact my life is doing slightly better now. things are getting slightly better and i know my efforts are slowly showing. things getting easier at home side, i hope. shooting..alright..getting it..i feel. friends and all are not too good..but hope things get better for everyone. i am sorry if i am busy and cannot help more. but i am only a call away. i know how it feels to need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate.
stressed. tired. sick. out of control. sOo..go with the flow. relax. be calm. do what you can.
burning-ken
literally.
'tap on my window knock on my door.
i want to make you feel beautiful..'-Maroon 5
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