you don't usually get what you want.
days been rather nice these days. though feels as if something missing, still staying pretty cheerful and doing what i can to improve myself. things can always get better..or worse. it's good that it's not really getting any worse right now. i guess i am still fragile. still afraid. still wanting..
met some great people on boxing day. knew about half of them before this meet..but guess we all mixed pretty well. had fun learning and talking. training and teaching. just being rather comfortable with each other and hanging out. got slight injury from some activities..but will heal..just a new place to get injured..guess i'll have to learn to protect it better..it hurt rather alot and impede my movements.
saw a rainbow today. was shooting and when starting to pack up there was this huge rainbow across the sky. was drizzling abit when we were shooting and got heavier when we were packing. shooting was fine..normal..need to get stronger..get more stamina.
days are not really packed. life is not really meaningful. doing things..but discontentment. is this all to life? working and surviving? wishing and wanting? what's next?
more-ken
anything more for ken?
'far away, long ago,
glowing dim as an ember,
things my heart used to know,
things it yearns to remember...-Deana Carter
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