lost in translation

everybody wants to be found.

everyone wants to be loved and wanted. everyone wants to be heard and understood. we all need somebody sometimes. we all need to be alone sometimes. but alot of things, thoughts, emotions, ideas, gets lost in translation. we are all misunderstood. we are all lost somehow.

i know that even though i am down and sian and tired and pretty confused, i know i am not the only one. plenty of people out there who are in worse state. i hope we all be strong and pull through whatever shit we are going through. it's not easy. it's not simple. but as long as we hang in there, we'll be alright. do our best. whatever shit will be shit. we just be us.

so many things on my mind still. so many things to do still. doing what i can. feel like taking a long break. but i know i cannot. need to catch up on lots of things. tiring. sick of it. but just do my best and hope.

been confused about plenty of stuff. but glad that sometimes i can bring joy to people. that people rely on me and trust me for things. am very glad that i can help out with things. it's like though i lose myself sometimes, someone else finds a part of me and show it to me. i may be skeptical about it, but time and again if i am shown the same thing, i guess i have to believe that i am such. i want to be better, to be well and be able to help people. to make people happy and s@@ them through tough times. to be there for my friends and family and everyone whom i know.

i may not be strong enough sometimes. i hope i can be strong enough for those who trust me to help them. i'll pull through and be better.

stronger-ken
that which does not kill us, makes us stronger.

'the hopes we had were much too high,
way out of reach but we have to try..
no need to hide no need to run,
cause all the answers come one by one..
the game will never be over,
because we're keeping the dream alive..'-Freiheit