rain

nice weather these few days.

cool temperatures and slight drizzle(mostly). it's cooling and not really wet. nice for resting and contemplating. but too bad i'm stuck in a seminar. it won't be so bad, if the seminar don't have inane people asking inane quetions.

i guess they are not as experienced and may not have the knowledge. BUT for goodness sake it's a LEVEL 2 course. if you are not at the level, WTH are you doing there?!?! STOP WASTING MY TIME..!!

am less tolerarnt, for i am actually in a rough spot. some stuff are just bad in life right now. trying to stay happy and go through it without prejudice. tough.

cold. cold rain.

when i look into your eyes
i can see a love restrained
but darling when i hold you
don't you know i feel the same
cause nothing lasts forever
and we both know hearts can change
and it's hard to hold a candle
in the cold november rain

we've been through this such a long long time
just trying to kill the pain
but lovers always come and lovers always go
an no one's really sure who's letting go today
walking away
if we could take the time to lay it on the line
i could rest my head
just knowing that you were mine
all mine
so if you want to love me
then darling don't refrain
or i'll just end up walking
in the cold november rain

do you need some time...on your own
do you need some time...all alone
everybody needs some time...on their own
don't you know you need some time...all alone

i know it's hard to keep an open heart
when even friends seem out to harm you
but if you could heal a broken heart
wouldn't time be out to charm you

sometimes i need some time...on my own
sometimes i need some time...all alone
everybody needs some time...on their own
don't you know you need some time...all alone

and when your fears subside
and shadows still remain, oh yeah
i know that you can love me
when there's no one left to blame
so never mind the darkness
we still can find a way
cause nothing lasts forever
even cold november rain

don't you think that you need somebody
don't you think that you need someone
everybody needs somebody
you're not the only one
you're not the only one
-Guns 'n' Roses