it all for nothing.
done so much. for so long. and now it's still fucked up.
why? because people are fucked up. humans..being inhuman and stupid. they are born stupid. what to do. all they care about is themselves and what they can get. who gives a damn about people being happy.
they are in power they abuse. they are not in power they complain. wtf people. push me a little more..i'll go out with a bang. i'll take all you arseholes with me. i got nothing to lose. all i got is myself. want to play? let's dance.
why do i hang on still? simply for a dream. this dream is a nightmare. lost so much and still i hang on. i can hang on still. for dreams. mine as well as others. but will i?
i don't know. i don't want to think. my mind is all filled with anger and thoughts of quitting everything related to it. but that'll only show that i lost. i lost to people. not even opponents. lost to own singaporeans. who are fucked up and ruining the sport. that's why i hang on. to make things better for others. in the process i die.
not enough.
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