anguish

angered actually.

this morning before i even wake up, my house became empty. mom went out to don't know where and dad got work in the morning. then the upgrading thing outside was pounding and pounding. my head just bursted. i snapped and smashed the keyboard.

this keyboard that i am typing with now. i fixed it. cleaned it in the process.

damn my temper. i hate it. bad mood the entire day.

if i could do anything, i would. but there's nothing i can do..right?