wants..

things.

things we want and do not have makes us unhappy. things that we have we don't see them as wants anymore. so wants will keep making us unhappy.

no idea what i am trying to say. just pretty unhappy these few days again. a few factors i guess. not prepared enough for the shoot and i guess want something more. yet i know i shouldn't. taking things easy..as easy as they come.

sOo..much uncertainty. not even a respite..a break by which i could meditate on things. to rest and recover. i guess i am easily drained. always giving my best to people..attention and thoughts and all that. when i just chill out..i just stay at 4/10 the whole time. when i work..it goes to 9/10..then i get tired then it goes 2/10. bah..lousy brains. opps..brain.

'you will know (the good from the bad) when you are calm, at peace.'-Yoda

physical-7/10 - feels slightly unwell..but generally alright.
mentally-8/10 - mostly prepared and chilled.=)
emotionally-5/10 - bzzt! logic failure.
spiritually-8/10 - psa 23:1 the LORD [is] my shepherd; i shall not want.

will just do what i do and the rest is not up to me.=) at peace i will be..for the Lord watches over me.

my favorite version of the song. so much emotions in the same two words.

'and i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know, hey i ought to leave the young thing alone..'-Al Green