fallout

"i'll get you during my next save game."--the chosen one

anyone played fallout 1 & 2? it has got to be the most enjoyable and replayable game i ever played. and i played lots. the graphics are not up to todays standard, but..if you are playing games for graphics..then i am sorry for you..the game play and story and it's openess makes it one of the best gaming exp one can ever have in my opinion.

the inter-school was good. better than expected. though marred by some events, i will not pursue it. i did not handle that particular situation well at all. i am sorry to all who were affected. i thought i could be chill..but i blew. i must be better next time such things happen. i am glad my team did well generally. very proud of them. can s@@ them doing their best, even those with very little training. the fighting spirit is there throughout. i am really proud of them doing that.=)

decided..yet tough to let go. i guess i'll still practice when i can..but focus will be on my athletes. heartache..for the joy of shooting and shooting well is indescribable. but one have to do what one have to do.

anger is the weapon that serves only the enemy.

a story for all who pass by..

during the civil wars in feudal japan, an invading army would quickly sweep into a town and take control. in one particular village, everyone fled just before the army arrived - everyone except the zen master.
curious about this old fellow, the general went to the temple to see for himself what kind of man this master was. when he wasn't treated with the deference and submissiveness to which he was accustomed, the general burst into anger. "you fool," he shouted as he reached for his sword, "don't you realize you are standing before a man who could run you through without blinking an eye!"
but despite the threat, the master seemed unmoved. "and do you realize," the master replied calmly, "that you are standing before a man who can be run through without blinking an eye?"

we are who we are all the time..only if we are unmoved by events. we must act on things and do things, but to be affected by things we cannot control is folly. do what we can at the moment to the best of our abilities and knowledge. live life one moment at a time, boldly. our best is what we have.

love : wanting others to be happy..unconditionally.

do you understand?