what the F!?!? starhub? SUCKHUB!
the second half of the match was disrupted for like 15-20mins. we pay to watch 'LIVE' match and got cut. cannot even hold a connection..no wonder losing customers.
they better compensate us. else..i'll burn paper figures of their boss..!! or beat my pillow in agony..!!
singapore should allow for more competition in the market..to drive better services and pricing. like our mobile providers..at least that's something.
KNS.
at least germany won..else i'll turn green and smash the ground and clap loudly..!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
love song for a Savior
in open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"i want to fall in love with You"
sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
it seems too easy to call you "Savior",
not close enough to call you "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion
"I want to fall in love with You"
"my heart beats for You"
-Jars of Clay
Lord, my God, i thank thee for this day's trials and victories. for they each make us more than we were yesterday.
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"i want to fall in love with You"
sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
it seems too easy to call you "Savior",
not close enough to call you "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion
"I want to fall in love with You"
"my heart beats for You"
-Jars of Clay
Lord, my God, i thank thee for this day's trials and victories. for they each make us more than we were yesterday.
Friday, June 20, 2008
heh
seems like germany picked itself up somewhat and had a great game against portugal.
i was quite skeptical that germany could win. but in the end they played like germans always do. normally suddenly deadly.
i like it.*daryl's voice*
been quite sian about stuff lately. no idea what to do. things are meeting resistance in a few areas. nothing critical as yet..just..sianZ.
shall keep the faith and do what i can do.
the Lord is my shepard, i shall not be in want.
i was quite skeptical that germany could win. but in the end they played like germans always do. normally suddenly deadly.
i like it.*daryl's voice*
been quite sian about stuff lately. no idea what to do. things are meeting resistance in a few areas. nothing critical as yet..just..sianZ.
shall keep the faith and do what i can do.
the Lord is my shepard, i shall not be in want.
testify to love
all the colors of the rainbow
all of voices of the wind
every dream that reaches out
that reaches out to find where love begins
every word of every story
every star in every sky
every corner of creation lives to testify
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
with every breath i take i will give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
from the mountains to the valleys
from the rivers to the sea
every hand that reaches out
every hand that reaches out to offer peace
every simple act of mercy
every step to kingdom come
all the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done
-Avalon
all of voices of the wind
every dream that reaches out
that reaches out to find where love begins
every word of every story
every star in every sky
every corner of creation lives to testify
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
with every breath i take i will give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
from the mountains to the valleys
from the rivers to the sea
every hand that reaches out
every hand that reaches out to offer peace
every simple act of mercy
every step to kingdom come
all the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done
-Avalon
Friday, June 13, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
toilet adventure
finally something somewhat about my life.
this afternoon, i went to city link's toilet. was surprised that the male toilet is full, i needed to release some solid toxic material, but i had to ferment it somemore while i waited for a empty bomb hole.
the first door opened and out came a guy around mid-20s. i moved forward, eager to unload my unwanted cargo. BUT! the door closed back and the lock thingy turned to occupied! then the guy turn and spoke to me. 'there's someone still inside.', calmly. i was shocked for a moment and moved back to my waiting place at the corner of the toilet. shocked.
lucky for me another door opened soon and thankfully, no one was still inside after it ejected one occupant. therefore i proceed with my business.
i cannot understand how can there be someone still inside..unless it a pair of deprived men. or his kid, which i doubt as he seem too young. or..well..i don't know.
this afternoon, i went to city link's toilet. was surprised that the male toilet is full, i needed to release some solid toxic material, but i had to ferment it somemore while i waited for a empty bomb hole.
the first door opened and out came a guy around mid-20s. i moved forward, eager to unload my unwanted cargo. BUT! the door closed back and the lock thingy turned to occupied! then the guy turn and spoke to me. 'there's someone still inside.', calmly. i was shocked for a moment and moved back to my waiting place at the corner of the toilet. shocked.
lucky for me another door opened soon and thankfully, no one was still inside after it ejected one occupant. therefore i proceed with my business.
i cannot understand how can there be someone still inside..unless it a pair of deprived men. or his kid, which i doubt as he seem too young. or..well..i don't know.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
everything
you're a falling star, you're the get away car.
you're the line in the sand when i go too far.
you're the swimming pool, on an august day.
and you're the perfect thing to say.
and you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when i look at you.
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
you're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
and you light me up, when you ring my bell.
you're a mystery, you're from outer space,
you're every minute of my everyday.
and i can't believe, uh that i'm your man,
and i get to kiss you baby just because i can.
whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
and you know that's what our love can do.
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
you're every song, and i sing along.
'cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
-Michael Buble
you're the line in the sand when i go too far.
you're the swimming pool, on an august day.
and you're the perfect thing to say.
and you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when i look at you.
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
you're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
and you light me up, when you ring my bell.
you're a mystery, you're from outer space,
you're every minute of my everyday.
and i can't believe, uh that i'm your man,
and i get to kiss you baby just because i can.
whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
and you know that's what our love can do.
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
you're every song, and i sing along.
'cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
so, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
-Michael Buble
Friday, June 06, 2008
faith
'there is a madness needed to touch the gods, yes. this is true. few mortals possess it, the willingness to step away from the protection of sanity. to walk into the wild wood of madness..'
-The Kindly Ones.
faith requires some leap into the unknown. so does love. and trust. sometiumes things don't work the way thet are suppose to. they are not logical. they don't follow expectations.
sanity. so mundane.
-The Kindly Ones.
faith requires some leap into the unknown. so does love. and trust. sometiumes things don't work the way thet are suppose to. they are not logical. they don't follow expectations.
sanity. so mundane.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
distinction
science is what you know, philosophy is what you don’t know.
-Bertrand Russell
i think this is quite close. i would rather say science is doing something you know to try to understand what you know you do not know. and philosophy is what you probably will not know.
-Bertrand Russell
i think this is quite close. i would rather say science is doing something you know to try to understand what you know you do not know. and philosophy is what you probably will not know.
Monday, May 26, 2008
word!
sunburns are clearly our body's way of telling us we need to hurry up and evolve some fucking armor plating or something.
-Tim Buckley
-Tim Buckley
Sunday, May 25, 2008
heroes
true heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. it is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost.
-Arthur Ashe
-Arthur Ashe
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
beyond. again.
遠方 有一個地方
那裡種有我們的夢想
某天 也許會相遇
相遇在這個好地方
不要太擔心 只因為我相信
終會走過這條遙遠的道路
OH PARA - PARADISE 是否那麼重要
你是否那麼地遙遠
可惜 我們的故鄉
放不下我們的理想
好嗎 想問你一下
告訴我外面的世界
-Beyond
那裡種有我們的夢想
某天 也許會相遇
相遇在這個好地方
不要太擔心 只因為我相信
終會走過這條遙遠的道路
OH PARA - PARADISE 是否那麼重要
你是否那麼地遙遠
可惜 我們的故鄉
放不下我們的理想
好嗎 想問你一下
告訴我外面的世界
-Beyond
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
another for america
http://www.zmag.org/zmag/viewArticle/17499
logic and sound understanding of what they are actually doing is so out of fashion in some parts of the world.(*cough*usa*cough*)
that's why democracy is a big farce in many parts of the world.
logic and sound understanding of what they are actually doing is so out of fashion in some parts of the world.(*cough*usa*cough*)
that's why democracy is a big farce in many parts of the world.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
watch this.
even if it's the only online clip you'll watch today.
http://www.theonion.com/content/video/diebold_accidentally_leaks
http://www.theonion.com/content/video/diebold_accidentally_leaks
Monday, April 21, 2008
rant
i need to rant. i don't know what else to do.
i cannot get my mind on anytihng proper.
i feel like running till i drop..walking till i get lost. being in pain till i die.
only when i am lost and my life is empty do this blog seems a solace. for it is where i can rant. where i know not many will read. where i can rty to put the pain and emptiness into words and make them more real. more than they already am. so that somehow i can understand it better.
but it's as temporal as time. it's there. it happens. but what is it? why does it happen? why can't i do something about it?
i wish i had not head..then i cannot think..if i had no heart then it won't be empty. emptied by myself!
those who have loved and lost...knows what i mean. those who don't. i wish you have the good God's graces to not experience it.
i cannot get my mind on anytihng proper.
i feel like running till i drop..walking till i get lost. being in pain till i die.
only when i am lost and my life is empty do this blog seems a solace. for it is where i can rant. where i know not many will read. where i can rty to put the pain and emptiness into words and make them more real. more than they already am. so that somehow i can understand it better.
but it's as temporal as time. it's there. it happens. but what is it? why does it happen? why can't i do something about it?
i wish i had not head..then i cannot think..if i had no heart then it won't be empty. emptied by myself!
those who have loved and lost...knows what i mean. those who don't. i wish you have the good God's graces to not experience it.
sleepless
yeah..been a while since i've been like this. didn't have a reason to. pretty nice and calm life. going on and going somewhere.
now..not really going anywhere. at least nowhere that i want to go.
somewhere in me..i wanted to get drunk. really really drunk for the first time in my life..get myself so wacked that i wouldn't know if i was a boy or a girl. but then..something else told me not to get stupider. that's the idea. stay away from it. stay sober. be good. and i did. watched an incredibly interesting show with a total of TWO actors. then took a bus home. read a book. and now pretty awake.
and still feeling empty.
i don't know if things are going to get better. i can only pray and hope and wish and really really want it to happen. though what i want have no effect on reality, as things have proven in the past.
i know i can and will get better. but in some ways i don't want to get better. i want to mope. i want to be sad. i want to have enough of my own nonsense. i miss her. i love her. i want to miss and love her. for the rest of my life. that's what i want.
still..i don't know what'll happen. i've been a fool and lucky. and not so lucky..but still a fool.
i think i am going nuts. i feel like dying. in shame. in grief. in a bad way. in a car crash. i thought about it. i'd rob a cabby, drive myself into a wall. literally. pretty simple. quick. and quite sure of dismise.
but that's that.
i hope it's not over. that i can make up for it somehow. that i can make my words come true and keep my promise. i want to make things beautiful and nice. simple and solid. if i get the chance.
God..in your mercy..hear my prayers.
now..not really going anywhere. at least nowhere that i want to go.
somewhere in me..i wanted to get drunk. really really drunk for the first time in my life..get myself so wacked that i wouldn't know if i was a boy or a girl. but then..something else told me not to get stupider. that's the idea. stay away from it. stay sober. be good. and i did. watched an incredibly interesting show with a total of TWO actors. then took a bus home. read a book. and now pretty awake.
and still feeling empty.
i don't know if things are going to get better. i can only pray and hope and wish and really really want it to happen. though what i want have no effect on reality, as things have proven in the past.
i know i can and will get better. but in some ways i don't want to get better. i want to mope. i want to be sad. i want to have enough of my own nonsense. i miss her. i love her. i want to miss and love her. for the rest of my life. that's what i want.
still..i don't know what'll happen. i've been a fool and lucky. and not so lucky..but still a fool.
i think i am going nuts. i feel like dying. in shame. in grief. in a bad way. in a car crash. i thought about it. i'd rob a cabby, drive myself into a wall. literally. pretty simple. quick. and quite sure of dismise.
but that's that.
i hope it's not over. that i can make up for it somehow. that i can make my words come true and keep my promise. i want to make things beautiful and nice. simple and solid. if i get the chance.
God..in your mercy..hear my prayers.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
miserable
as miserable as i expect it to be.
only solace was when i was in church when i was focused on God's word. and when i was reading, in church grounds.
after talking to a church staff, i volunteered to be an usher for a day per month for the 5pm service. i guess, i really should start serving.
a pastorial staff came up and talked to me today. just before service. did i look that bothered? or was God providing for my needs? i believe the latter. after service i had a little talk with the staff. there's not much i can do. only pray. Thank you God. Thank you David.
i keep saying it. i mean it alot. i always meant it. i love you, dear. i love you and you are dear to me. i am sorry.
only solace was when i was in church when i was focused on God's word. and when i was reading, in church grounds.
after talking to a church staff, i volunteered to be an usher for a day per month for the 5pm service. i guess, i really should start serving.
a pastorial staff came up and talked to me today. just before service. did i look that bothered? or was God providing for my needs? i believe the latter. after service i had a little talk with the staff. there's not much i can do. only pray. Thank you God. Thank you David.
i keep saying it. i mean it alot. i always meant it. i love you, dear. i love you and you are dear to me. i am sorry.
empty
wishing you were somehow here again..
wishing you were somehow near..
-Phantom Of The Opera
why did it happen again?
wishing you were somehow near..
-Phantom Of The Opera
why did it happen again?
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