sometimes

sometimes i feel damn broken.
sometimes i want to try again.
sometimes i want to give up everything and start anew somewhere else.
sometimes i feel i can be better if i really let myself.
sometimes i feel i cannot go on anymore.
sometimes i wonder why i keep being the way i am.
sometimes things just seem so bleak.
sometimes giving up seem the best option.
sometimes don't know what to do about everything.
sometimes i have to be strong for those around.
sometimes have to know everything for the people who rely on me.
sometimes really wish i have somewhere to hide.
sometimes i don't know who i am.
sometimes i hope someone can convince me.
sometimes i wish i'd die soon.
sometimes i feel like i know i'll live long to pay for my sins.
sometimes i think i try to do too many things.

sometimes..we just have to go on and do what we do..regardless of how we feel or think. life goes on..make do with what we have and do our best. it may not be easy. it may not be smooth. but you got to live your life the way you want to.

sorry for the monologue-y, introspective disjointed post. just abit lost sometimes. i am also human.

'The magic of risking everything so you can respect yourself the rest of your life.'-Million Dollar Baby