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not enough time to rest..let alone blog.

so many things happened this past weekend. been dead tired. coaching course. shooting. change some formwork. did some admin stuff. money running out. darn.

form change was pretty good. so far so good. will try smoe more s@@ how it goes. i know my main weakness..will work to make it better. things with shooting are not too bad now. got into training team by a sliver..will work to prove my place.

rather motivated now. the indonesian coach saw right to the problem of our team. no passion. no drive. no heart. don't misunderstand me, not that we have no passion for the sport..we lack passion to WIN! after some talk with him..i felt like bursting..so charged up and wanting to go out and do something!

things take time. things take effort. will make my days useful. one way or another.

people : hope you all are alright. i know some of you are disappointed. but remember what i always qoute mr tang, ' the only time you lose..is when you give up.' i have not given up after nearly 10 years of fighting for a place..don't you give up! no matter what you are aiming for..there's always a chance..as long as you try.

heart power!!!