person

who are you? and who do you want to be?

we can change. it have to be delibrate. you have to do it. and do it till it becomes part of you. habits can change. we are changing all the time. so take control of it and be who you want to be.

days are all very tiring. work out. work out shooting. coach. doing paper work. hrrk. no idea if i am getting anywhere. want to do more, but my body and mind have a limit. i'll do all that i can, and hope it's good. nothing else i can do.

cleared my mind about some stuff. cleared some stuff wth some people. so not too bad now. pretty flatlining at better than average. hope it stays..or get better..heh..

money settling down. timing not yet. let's s@@ if i can organise my life abit more.

sandman.. he comes..!!

'every time that i look in the mirror
all these lines on my face getting clearer
the past is gone
it went by like dusk to dawn
isn't that the way everybody's got their dues in life to pay

yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
i know it's everybody's sin
you got to lose to know how to win

half my life's in books' written pages
live and learn from fools and from sages
you know it's true
all the things come back to you

sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

dream on, dream on, dream on,
dream yourself a dream come true
dream on, dream on, dream on,
and dream until your dream comes true
dream on...'-Aerosmith, Dream On