birthdays to some friends. and more to come this month.
brother(you know who you are)-happy birthday. thanks for alot of things, of which i will repay when i can. got to meet up someday to chatch up again man. be well and have fun!
bingxi-happy birthday dude. sorry ain't got time to meet up with you for so long. plenty of things that i want to do and so little time. will do so when i take some break. have fun and take care.
wenli-happy brthday! hope you had fun at the party. hope this wil be a good year for you!!
huimin-hey! stay cheerful girl! it's quite sianZ to s@@ you sianZ. if you need to talk or anything, don't forget mr ang is always around to help.
birthdays ain't much to me. though to most it's a joyous occasion and therefore i would like to be able to add to the joy of people around.
have not been shooting cause i am without my equipment and it's causing me to be irritable and frustrated. everytime i go for somedays without training, i get short-tempered and high-strung, like going cold turkey from drugs. haha..it's better than before actually. anyway really want to shoot and train. time is not enough as it is already. for dreams!
started coaching RJ, kinda. fun people. trials were fine, other than the fact that we have too many short listed people and got to cut it down by about half. so anyway, more things to do and handle. which is good i guess.
feeling generally down. lots of small things. shooting(the lack of actually), people around me, work load, outstanding things to settle..and myself. perhaps too critical of myself, but i want to be better at the things i do. at everything i do. so much so that i kind of become impartial to somethings. wondering if that's good, but who's to tell me otherwise?
i want to have no wants. seriously though, do i? or do i want so much that i shy away from it?
walking alone.
sandy plains.
overcast skies.
seeking. searching.
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