heals all wounds? i do not think so.
after these months, i still think and miss her. after these months, i am still wondering where went wrong and what could i have done. after these months, when i let it, i still want to break down.
after these years, i still regret some of the things i did. after these years, i still cannot forget the things i chose not to stop.
i think the pain is not lessened, it's just acceptable. or somehow, we chose to ignore it in favor of more recent events. it's dulled, by choice.
perhaps it's just me.
i am still really hurt. i still really hope i can make it back the way it is.
and i am trying.
after these months, i still think and miss her. after these months, i am still wondering where went wrong and what could i have done. after these months, when i let it, i still want to break down.
after these years, i still regret some of the things i did. after these years, i still cannot forget the things i chose not to stop.
i think the pain is not lessened, it's just acceptable. or somehow, we chose to ignore it in favor of more recent events. it's dulled, by choice.
perhaps it's just me.
i am still really hurt. i still really hope i can make it back the way it is.
and i am trying.
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