boom

kept going at it and i went where i had never been. interesting.
fuzzy memory.
still feels buzzed.
some difficulty breathing now.

hah. weird shit.

knowing and doing is so different. i'm stupid to still cling on to hope, but that's all i have now, in that aspect.

Relying on God has to start all over everyday., as if nothing has yet been done.

-C.S.Lewis