sometimes

often enough, i have thought of somethings to blog about. but, somehow, when i get home and settle infront of the monitor, i don't have the urge anymore.

life have been..as it have been. ups and downs and left right center. things go along and i'm playing catch up, of sorts. trying to do what i think is right and good. dong what i can.

thank God, that i, at least, can do so. and know so.

things are fine. pretty happy with most of my life. just some parts that needs to get sorted out. to prod along and get into action and hopefully things go well and as expected..and if not..well..life goes on and will just do what i can.

lots of problems in the world to complain about. but those that i can help make better or make a change are few. but here are some which irks me much.
-air conditioners. draws energy, damage the temperarture equilibrium of our surroundings which in turn affects the climate. and make us more prone to artificial conditions and less able to withstand normal weather.
-head lights. ever been blinded by 'high' normal beam lights? the amount of cars on the roads that are doing so, seems to be increasing. momentarily blinding drivers, pedestrians and whoever in the way. it's dangerous and ridiculus. why do people do it, i really don't understand. don't these assholes know what the low and high beams are for? as a person waiting for buses everyday, i get blinded maybe 30-50 times daily. what if i go blind or my eyesight worsens because of these fuckers? damn the demon spawn who started this madness.
-general lack of civl-mindedness. people don't give seats to old people or child bearing people. people don't wait for others to alight before charging into the mrt..even though it makes their charging less cluttered. people who just spit at every corner of the street. people who just throw whatever rubbish wherever. people who drive without signalling, weren't they taught that it may cause accidents?

sad world outside. dumb like ass TV programs. nonsensical pop songs that bring retarded messages. safe avenues seems to only be books and perhaps some games.

perhaps i'm just feeling old and worn and too aged for this society.