fixed the taggy thingy.
i'm glad i am me. mostly. =)
and God is merciful and gracious.
some thoughts going around..but i should sleep.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
shatter
too late. and out of my hands.
the past haunts us. be careful what you do..it may make you regret down this road of life.
it's so tough to be good. i want to be..but it's so painful.
i leaped..God..catch me please. don't let me fall..not this time.
the past haunts us. be careful what you do..it may make you regret down this road of life.
it's so tough to be good. i want to be..but it's so painful.
i leaped..God..catch me please. don't let me fall..not this time.
Monday, October 09, 2006
time of our life
another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
for what it's worth it was worth all the while
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
enjoy the ride. God..help. why?why?why?
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
for what it's worth it was worth all the while
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
enjoy the ride. God..help. why?why?why?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
news
or something like it.
after reading and crawling the internet for years..(around 11 years now.)i think around 30-40% of the things i read are untrue/mis-represented/mis-quoted or simply fabricated.
news lines usually have their slant on things. either cause of sponsorships, editors own opinion or even playing down some facts regarding the 'news'.
no one is unbaised. no one is totally neutral. we are humans..we have our likes and dislikes. so everything that goes through somebody, will have it's 'warp'. statistics, as i learnt in school, can be played around to show what you want to show. stories, by using particular words, can have certain angle on it. footages, after editting, can totally mis-represent an event.
all these are nothing compared to backstabbing and bad-mouthing from people around you to others around you. intentionally or not, they harm people directly. i am not innocent of it..sadly. i have my opinion, and when people ask, i tell.
guess people are quick to find faults and shout out the wrongs of others. while they whisper their own sins.
don't listen, believe and be convinced so easily. think and find out on your own before coming to conclusion about anything.
half-truths are not true.
after reading and crawling the internet for years..(around 11 years now.)i think around 30-40% of the things i read are untrue/mis-represented/mis-quoted or simply fabricated.
news lines usually have their slant on things. either cause of sponsorships, editors own opinion or even playing down some facts regarding the 'news'.
no one is unbaised. no one is totally neutral. we are humans..we have our likes and dislikes. so everything that goes through somebody, will have it's 'warp'. statistics, as i learnt in school, can be played around to show what you want to show. stories, by using particular words, can have certain angle on it. footages, after editting, can totally mis-represent an event.
all these are nothing compared to backstabbing and bad-mouthing from people around you to others around you. intentionally or not, they harm people directly. i am not innocent of it..sadly. i have my opinion, and when people ask, i tell.
guess people are quick to find faults and shout out the wrongs of others. while they whisper their own sins.
don't listen, believe and be convinced so easily. think and find out on your own before coming to conclusion about anything.
half-truths are not true.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
insanity seems like a good idea
i feel like a got alot to blog about. but i don't know what to say.
i feel like i really hit it this time. but i think it's just another step.
what have i done wrong? what else could i do?
is it that hard? why don't i know anymore?
can somebody tell me why..?
i have given up so much and still i am here.
what more can i do? i never seem to get what i want.
what is wrong?
we have too many foreigners. it's fucking irritating.
they are human too. but why must they be so fuckturd..!?
aircon will kill us. it's heating up the world while cooling your fucking room. STOP USING AIR CON..!! at the very least use it at the right temperature. cool your room..not make it a freaking freezer. do that then you fall sick..then you use more power and heat the world more.
FUCTURDS.
how much more can i take? of this insane world. where people are more conerned about nothing of their concern.
i feel like i really hit it this time. but i think it's just another step.
what have i done wrong? what else could i do?
is it that hard? why don't i know anymore?
can somebody tell me why..?
i have given up so much and still i am here.
what more can i do? i never seem to get what i want.
what is wrong?
we have too many foreigners. it's fucking irritating.
they are human too. but why must they be so fuckturd..!?
aircon will kill us. it's heating up the world while cooling your fucking room. STOP USING AIR CON..!! at the very least use it at the right temperature. cool your room..not make it a freaking freezer. do that then you fall sick..then you use more power and heat the world more.
FUCTURDS.
how much more can i take? of this insane world. where people are more conerned about nothing of their concern.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
some logic
a. winner don't quit.
b. quitters don't win.
c. those who never quit and never win are idiots.
statement a. ok.
statement b. ok.
statement c. . .erm..well..if they quit..they won't win. if they win..why would they quit. anytime they quit..they won't have chance to win. so how are they idiots?unless that's like when they die. before that..they could be winner who have not won yet.
some logic. like fucked up logic. by SPs. and CHKs.
b. quitters don't win.
c. those who never quit and never win are idiots.
statement a. ok.
statement b. ok.
statement c. . .erm..well..if they quit..they won't win. if they win..why would they quit. anytime they quit..they won't have chance to win. so how are they idiots?unless that's like when they die. before that..they could be winner who have not won yet.
some logic. like fucked up logic. by SPs. and CHKs.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
hmm..
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test:
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the Questioner
(Thanks for taking the test !)
"you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family,
friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved
and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence
in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and
stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority
and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families,
and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
**************************************
Take it!
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889
**************************************
the Questioner
(Thanks for taking the test !)
"you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family,
friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved
and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence
in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and
stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority
and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families,
and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
**************************************
Take it!
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889
Thursday, September 14, 2006
these days
i was walking around, just a face in the crowd
trying to keep myself out of the rain
saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
wondered if i might end up the same
there's a man out on the corner
singing old songs about change
everybody got their cross to bare, these days
she came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
to a motel room on the boulevard
guess she's trying to be James Dean
she's seen all the disciples and all the "wanna be's"
no one wants to be themselves these days
still there's nothing to hold on to but these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, love don't last in this graceless age
there ain't nobody left but us these days
jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
from a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
his momma said he was crazy - he said momma "i've got to try"
don't you know that all my heroes died
and i guess i'd rather die than fade away
these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days
i know Rome's still burning
though the times have changed
this world keep turning round and round and round and round
these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, nothing lasts
there ain't no time to waste
there ain't nobody left to take the blame
there ain't nobody left but us these days
God, in your mercy defend us from all dangers and perils of these days.
trying to keep myself out of the rain
saw a vagabond king wear a styrofoam crown
wondered if i might end up the same
there's a man out on the corner
singing old songs about change
everybody got their cross to bare, these days
she came looking for some shelter with a suitcase full of dreams
to a motel room on the boulevard
guess she's trying to be James Dean
she's seen all the disciples and all the "wanna be's"
no one wants to be themselves these days
still there's nothing to hold on to but these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, love don't last in this graceless age
there ain't nobody left but us these days
jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
from a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
his momma said he was crazy - he said momma "i've got to try"
don't you know that all my heroes died
and i guess i'd rather die than fade away
these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days
i know Rome's still burning
though the times have changed
this world keep turning round and round and round and round
these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
but these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days are fast, love don't lasts-in this graceless age
even innocence has caught the morning train
and there ain't nobody left but us these days
these days - the stars seem out of reach
these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets
these days - are fast, nothing lasts
there ain't no time to waste
there ain't nobody left to take the blame
there ain't nobody left but us these days
God, in your mercy defend us from all dangers and perils of these days.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Rod Steward
sometimes when we touch.
romance and all its strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
but through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
i'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
a hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth
and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i want to hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
mercy and grace. <3
romance and all its strategy
leaves me battling with my pride
but through all the insecurity
some tenderness survives
i'm just another writer
still trapped within my truth
a hesitant prize fighter
still trapped within my youth
and sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
and i have to close my eyes and hide
i want to hold you till i die
till we both break down and cry
i want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
mercy and grace. <3
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
a game of you
and loves dares you to change our way of
caring about ourselves.
-Queen
many times in life we are focused on what we want. what problems we are facing and what can we do. what we want to have, to eat, to do.. it's mostly about ourselves. this is not wrong. it is good in many cases.
to achieve our dreams, to be who we want to be, to do what we want to make ourselves happy. it is very important to be focused and do what we desire.
but there are also alot of instances where importance must not be self-centered, else we fail. in a team game like soccer, everyone have their roles to play. if every player wants to score and be 'great' then the team will probably suck. in a family, if every member is only focused on their own wants and could not care about what the family members need and compromise, things will get ugly very soon. in love, where if the focus is only on what a person wants or think, then things will probably breakdown soon enough.
it's difficult for us selfish beings to think for others when we have desires to be sated. when we are not satisfied and happy yet, why should we care about others? because, in the end, it will bring about what you want. we should look ahead and think about situations where putting ourselves behind others is good for us.
if everyone play their part, the whole team, family will be better off. and ourselves, being part of it, benefits.
a game of you. graphic novel by Neil Gaiman.
Jesus said unto him, thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
this is the first and great commandment.
and the second [is] like unto it, thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.[Mat 22:37-39]
love does change how we care about ourselves.
caring about ourselves.
-Queen
many times in life we are focused on what we want. what problems we are facing and what can we do. what we want to have, to eat, to do.. it's mostly about ourselves. this is not wrong. it is good in many cases.
to achieve our dreams, to be who we want to be, to do what we want to make ourselves happy. it is very important to be focused and do what we desire.
but there are also alot of instances where importance must not be self-centered, else we fail. in a team game like soccer, everyone have their roles to play. if every player wants to score and be 'great' then the team will probably suck. in a family, if every member is only focused on their own wants and could not care about what the family members need and compromise, things will get ugly very soon. in love, where if the focus is only on what a person wants or think, then things will probably breakdown soon enough.
it's difficult for us selfish beings to think for others when we have desires to be sated. when we are not satisfied and happy yet, why should we care about others? because, in the end, it will bring about what you want. we should look ahead and think about situations where putting ourselves behind others is good for us.
if everyone play their part, the whole team, family will be better off. and ourselves, being part of it, benefits.
a game of you. graphic novel by Neil Gaiman.
Jesus said unto him, thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
this is the first and great commandment.
and the second [is] like unto it, thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.[Mat 22:37-39]
love does change how we care about ourselves.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
life and such
been bombarded on many sides of life at the moment.
feeling pressure on almost everything. i want to be better to be more. but i am only human. why don't i get the respite i need?
i am spent.
God. help.
feeling pressure on almost everything. i want to be better to be more. but i am only human. why don't i get the respite i need?
i am spent.
God. help.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
hmm..=)
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probablyPhysical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
| Physical Touch: | 11 | |
| Acts of Service: | 8 | |
| Quality Time: | 8 | |
| Words of Affirmation: | 2 | |
| Receiving Gifts: | 1 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.Take the quiz
Saturday, August 12, 2006
SECRET!!!
singapore's purpose of purchasing submarines..
to launch..
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.FIREWORKS..!! FROM UNDER-WATER..!!
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SECRET..!!
to launch..
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.FIREWORKS..!! FROM UNDER-WATER..!!
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SECRET..!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Law of God
the law of the LORD [is] perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the LORD [is] sure, making wise the simple.
the statutes of the LORD [are] right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the LORD [is] pure, enlightening the eyes.
the fear of the LORD [is] clean, enduring for ever: the judgments of the LORD [are] true [and] righteous altogether.
more to be desired [are they] than gold, yea, than much fine gold: sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb.
moreover by them is thy servant warned: [and] in keeping of them [there is] great reward.
who can understand [his] errors? cleanse thou me from secret [faults].
keep back thy servant also from presumptuous [sins]; let them not have dominion over me: then shall i be upright, and i shall be innocent from the great transgression.
let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.
the statutes of the LORD [are] right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the LORD [is] pure, enlightening the eyes.
the fear of the LORD [is] clean, enduring for ever: the judgments of the LORD [are] true [and] righteous altogether.
more to be desired [are they] than gold, yea, than much fine gold: sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb.
moreover by them is thy servant warned: [and] in keeping of them [there is] great reward.
who can understand [his] errors? cleanse thou me from secret [faults].
keep back thy servant also from presumptuous [sins]; let them not have dominion over me: then shall i be upright, and i shall be innocent from the great transgression.
let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.
有一点动心
男：我和你 男和女 都逃不过～爱情
谁愿意 有勇气 不顾一切付出真心
女：你说的 不只你 还包括我～自己
该不该再继续 该不该有回应 让爱一步一步靠近
男：我对你有一点动心 却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 不敢相信我的情不自禁
女：我对你有一点动心 不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 害怕爱过以后还要失去
合：难以抗拒 Oh～ 人最怕就是动了情
虽然 不想不看也不听 却陷入爱里
合：我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心 让爱一步步靠近
ineviatable..
谁愿意 有勇气 不顾一切付出真心
女：你说的 不只你 还包括我～自己
该不该再继续 该不该有回应 让爱一步一步靠近
男：我对你有一点动心 却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 不敢相信我的情不自禁
女：我对你有一点动心 不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑 害怕爱过以后还要失去
合：难以抗拒 Oh～ 人最怕就是动了情
虽然 不想不看也不听 却陷入爱里
合：我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心 让爱一步步靠近
ineviatable..
Thursday, August 03, 2006
refuge
psalms 18
i will love thee, O LORD, my strength.
the LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer;
my God, my strength, in whom i will trust;
my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
peace be with you. <3
i will love thee, O LORD, my strength.
the LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer;
my God, my strength, in whom i will trust;
my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
peace be with you. <3
Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
learning more
love.
it's not because of.
it's..
inspite of.
regardless of.
even if.
agape
could we?in our imperfection..
we can do our best and let God's grace guide us.
more and more i feel Your love. thank you with all my being.
it's not because of.
it's..
inspite of.
regardless of.
even if.
agape
could we?in our imperfection..
we can do our best and let God's grace guide us.
more and more i feel Your love. thank you with all my being.
back
and on a roll and SUPER tired..
had a great time in the cathedral the morning i came back. felt so much peace and love.=)
had a great time after that too.
had a great saturday, being with people i love and doing what i do best, i guess.
both my teams did pretty good. not as good as they can be, but pretty good.
and know that, you, yes you..makes me so proud. and happy.
you.. that so very special someone else.=)
if we can train more focusedly(sp) and put our minds into what we do, i'm very sure we can reach greater heights.
thank you all, for making me a happy man.
and now, i learn more about faith and what it means and what i can and should do. that simply made my weekend so very blessed.
lots to do, but i am willing to do. becuase i can make a difference. as long as i know my efforts and not wasted, but are valued and appreciated, i am a willing slave. to do my best for those around..spread the love. =)
seriously..faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.
had a great time in the cathedral the morning i came back. felt so much peace and love.=)
had a great time after that too.
had a great saturday, being with people i love and doing what i do best, i guess.
both my teams did pretty good. not as good as they can be, but pretty good.
and know that, you, yes you..makes me so proud. and happy.
you.. that so very special someone else.=)
if we can train more focusedly(sp) and put our minds into what we do, i'm very sure we can reach greater heights.
thank you all, for making me a happy man.
and now, i learn more about faith and what it means and what i can and should do. that simply made my weekend so very blessed.
lots to do, but i am willing to do. becuase i can make a difference. as long as i know my efforts and not wasted, but are valued and appreciated, i am a willing slave. to do my best for those around..spread the love. =)
seriously..faith, hope and love. and love is the greatest.
Friday, July 21, 2006
leaving..
again. on a big bus. hopefully.
i don't really like to travel. it's kind of nice to go new places and see new sights an meet new and old friends. but the time i miss back where i belong cannot be compensated. i'm a kind of stay home person..i guess.
bringing the team for a shoot. new management..how will we fare under a new captain guiding our ship? hmm..i wonder.
as i go along life, i think i learnt to let uncertainties be gone. God will guide me.
i worry also no use. i think too much also no use. leave it the my Maker.=) but that does not mean not doing my best. i do my part and leave the rest to Him.
guess i am more at peace. i have things i need to do. so do everyone.
let us be who we are and strive to be who we want to be.
starship-nothing's gonna stop us now
i don't really like to travel. it's kind of nice to go new places and see new sights an meet new and old friends. but the time i miss back where i belong cannot be compensated. i'm a kind of stay home person..i guess.
bringing the team for a shoot. new management..how will we fare under a new captain guiding our ship? hmm..i wonder.
as i go along life, i think i learnt to let uncertainties be gone. God will guide me.
i worry also no use. i think too much also no use. leave it the my Maker.=) but that does not mean not doing my best. i do my part and leave the rest to Him.
guess i am more at peace. i have things i need to do. so do everyone.
let us be who we are and strive to be who we want to be.
starship-nothing's gonna stop us now
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