another month have passed. don't seem to find words to put out these days.
even when hanging with friends, i seem to have less to talk. i read and game and play and work, but i don't seem to have much to say. i think about stuff and have opinions, but don't really want to voice them most of the time, the world is more of a stranger now.
hope in a week or so, i will have started my job and continue to work towards my goals. hope that in a month, things will be more settled and everything move in a less stressful manner.
much change. very tired. force of will.